And now all I can hear is one

I have a crush. On Sky Ferreira. And her hair. And her voice. And her style. And her...ness.

She had me with "17" and since then I have not been able to stop listening to this luscious-maned creature of the light. Seriously. Look at her. I mean, come on. Beautiful girl with a beautiful voice. I firmly believe she's destined for stardom. "One" doesn't really showcase her real talent...for that just youtube her cover of Miike Snow's "Animal" or "Stand Back". Damn good.

She's one of those chicks who just has an aura about the way she dresses and does her thing. A Waffles girl (who doesn't die), a talent with a sidekick (her hair, DAAAHLING). Lovely. I do declare that Sky Ferreira is Summer 2010.

whaddaya think?

I'M GOING TO START USING THIS THING

It has been nearly a month since I have, but never fear. I'm gonna blog.

About fashion
and music
and life
and stuff

Although I guess it's kind of pointless if no one reads my stuff. Followers? Meh.

Summer is imminent

I haven't posted here in almost a month. But all is well. A bit of turmoil last week...however it's thankfully blown pretty much over. At least on my side.

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT! Yes, it is. I'm so happy. I need free time, I'm so burnt out. I can't wait to spend more time with my friends/boyfriend and not have to worry.

However... there are 5 things I want to accomplish for summer, and soon. Here they are:

1. Lose at least ten pounds
2. Get some semblance of a tan
3. Get another hair cut
4. Get toned/lose fat all over. I want a flat stomach, a gap between my thighs, a toned back, and skinny arms.
5. Stretch every day

I just wanna feel good, dude. I'm excited.

Life's not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman

I feel like I'm such a bitch sometimes. I can't even help it. I need to work on being a better person, helping out and listening to my friends and boyfriend more, being less sarcastic. I don't really know how, but I think I have to. I feel like a terrible friend/girlfriend, but I try to be good. I don't want to let anyone down.

Deep stuff.

Pah. This is the kind of thing I need to stop. I hate talking about feelings, even if it's writing about them. need to spend more time listening to other people, I don't have anything wrong. Some of my friends are having hard times right now...I just want to help them. I really only want that, but I don't know how to make them better. Makes me feel so incompetent. Worst feeling ever. ANYHOO!

Last competition this weekend, and THEN I can get my hair cut! Finally. Also, boyfriend and I's 7 month tomorrow. Woo.

purple

So I have come to the conclusion that the picture above is one of the most beautiful things evaaaar, I love her hair and her skinny little shoulder. I'll have shoulders like those when I lose 15 pounds.

Anyhow. Dance competition this weekend along with Evening With The Arts. Probably doing both. Shall be busy. Then another stressful pre-comp week, then another competition, then FREEDOM. I shall get my hair cut and my ear pierced, and try to get my mom to buy a scale. It will be great.

16th April

I need a scale, a hair cut, my boyfriend to call me, and to get pierced.

Soon.

I'm actually using this thing to drone about my life

The boyfriend and I's half-year anniversary was on the 10th. It was a lot of fun...we went to a park, then out to dinner, then we hung around his place. It was nice and simple. I had a good time.
I've been feeling kind of blah lately. Not sleeping well, my hair is a mess, I'm tired of school, I've been weirdly creatively drained and I need a scale. Poop. I'm never going to lose weight if I can't weigh myself everyday. Oh well. I'm getting some film developed today -- that should cheer me up.
But anyhoo, I made a list of things I wanna do before or during summer, following my dear friend Meghna :)

1. Get my tragus pierced or get an industrial piercing
2. Buy some good pastels and use them
3. Lose 10+ pounds
4. Make a cellophane mask for the Holga
5. Find a new band I like every week
6. Get a sketchbook and pencils
7. Get my hair cut
8. Get a tan
9. Buy a Minolta x700
10. Go to master classes
11. Take pilates/yogalates
12. Get stronger for better extension
13. Tie-dye stuff
14. Learn to cook Thai
15. Learn to develop my own film
16. Try making/modifying my own clothes
17. Read more Don Delillo
18. Drink more tea
19. Get a summer job
20. Get better arms
21. Buy more instant film
22. Get involved in theatre stuff outside of school
23. Try to learn to sing
24. Expand my dancing
25. Get a new phone